Would you have shot too?

My uncle Carlos said they haven’t arrested One-fifteen yet because “Cases like this are difficult.” I don’t understand what’s so “difficult” about it. One-fifteen killed Khalil. End of story. I asked Carlos if he would’ve shot as well. He paused then said he couldn’t answer that question. I think it's an easy question to answer. He said that it's hard to say because we don’t know what the officer was feeling in the situation. Maybe, he felt threatened, was Khalil acting suspiciously? Why was Khalil refusing to comply? Did he have something to hide? When he reached into the car, was he reaching for a gun? I asked him if it had been a white man in a Mercedes and he thought he saw him reaching into the car for a gun, if he would’ve said “hands up” or shoot. He hesitated and I wish I hadn’t heard his answer. 

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